No next time.

She doesn't think before she talks.
She doesn't care about what others think of her.
She doesn't know how to handle her emotions at times.
She cries when she feels like crying.
She likes telling jokes and making funs with her closed friends.
She doesn't know that the way she talks and the way she making funs hurt people's feelings.
She doesn't know that the way she acts is just the same as a 5-year-old kid.

Lessons learned. no jokes no kiddings no craps no shits next time.
She doesn't want others to put her in the SAME LEVEL with someone.
Please forgive her immature thoughts and doings.
She will think twice before every single word is out from her mouth even though it takes time for her to change.
She's not blaming anyone. She's just sick of herself.

Whatever it is, it doesn't matter.

I need a big big smile. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))=

This is not an EMO post.

I was not in a good mood these few days. There's something that I wanted to scream out loud a long time ago. I'm always a good listener but sometimes it's just so hard for me to pour out my feelings to others. I don't know why. Perhaps I'm afraid of ppl's reactions after I've told them my problems. Everytime when I feel depress or what, I will just choose not to talk much. I just can't act like I'm actually fine. My apologies to my lovely friends for not being able to handle my emotional at times. I'm not being emo or trying to gain attentions. No worries my dear friends, I'll back to normal after that, stay strong and positive is always my motto. =)

ShinKong Mitsukoshi

Finally had it after soooooooo long. =D

*lovelove*

I have been spending money like water these few days. Alright, should stop now. Guess I have to have maggie as my lunch for these few days. wuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

Tomorrow's gonna be a good day. =)

[Tomorrow's gonna be a good day]. Perhaps I'm just trying to make myself feel better. Hopefully I can wake up at 6am tomorrow. Goodnite people. =)

SMASHBOX.

Smashbox, You made me happy today. =D

sigh.

IMPERFECT.

I'm not a kid.

Good Tuesday.

It's 2.50pm now....I'm blogging in front of my lappy in my small small room. Got to go now. hehe. Can't wait to share my good news with my family. hahahahah.. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

JingYi the best. =p

Jiro Wang came to my school today...Yes,Jiro Wang, Wang DongChen. Awwwww...so lucky. He looks much more better than the first time I saw him in SOGO. First time talking to him in a super short distance. woohoo~~ Oh ya, Cyndi Wang was there also, with *boh song*'s face. who cares?! hahahahaaa.. Anyways, this is really a good experience for me although we get nothing (money)in the end. Yeahhh, you know what I mean. hehe. HAPPY. XD

Saturday,September 19,2009.

Happy Birthday to my super cute + hyperactive roommate - XiaoJu,Huang. hahaa.. May all your wishes come true. Same to you, LiYee. hehe. Just came back from FengJia with JinHui, Small Ku and BigHead, so tiring. Thank you bighead for helping us to carry those stuffs the whole day. hahaaa...and not forget the NT100... xie xie ni ooooo~~~ so happy..

This is MINE. wheeeee... =) love it.

JinHuiiiii's....

For YOU.

Hey,KokWei and Ah Shi.

This is my UPDATE. Do you like it? hehe..

Not my fault!

I dont know what to say, but, not my fault ok? Stop talking shits there.

3.20

I got no lass today, that's why I'm blogging here in my small+tiny room. I've been here for almost 1 month, I met diff type of people, extrovert, introvert, quiet, noisy, cool, and lots more. I'm trying to be friend with them, I need time. =) I'm glad that I'm living with 3 Taiwanese roommates. They're just very friendly and helpful. They will help me and give me some suggestions whenever I'm in need. SHOW LUO, when can I meet you?????? Come to my college please~ By the way, I'm coming back in June, my family, friends, nasi lemak, wait for my return!

*Happy Birthday to my Bee. love you. Take good care in NS ya!*

That's my standard.

I know it's not good enough,but I'm satisfied with it. =)

Showing off~~

Blehhhh....I'm showing off here...Guess who I saw last Saturday??

Rainie Yang and Jiro..

Hello...

Wheee.....so lucky! =)

Hello....

I'm pretty fine here. Don't worry about me k?! =)

Take care,my family and my dear friends.

YOUTUBE rocks!

Finally. I got mood to update my blog. I feel so relax now. I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST.! woohoo~ no more worries. Driving test was just so hard for me to pass you know?! Especially the 'bukit part'. Oh no~ YES! I PASSED! Mum is coming back from GuangZhou tomorrow. wheeee... I should've start packing now. *lazy* Next friday... time really flies. TaiChung. 7-eleven. Ah Q. I am coming....Hope I wont burst into tears on next friday.
Ashton, thanks for the Starbucks mug. xie xie ni~

Happy Chinese COW Year.

HAPPY CHINESE COW YEAR. Wheeee...I'm so happy. =) angpow. Please...I need you so badly. hahah...

bai bai

Family.

KokWei . Ah Z

KokWei acting cool.

Yes,I know. You like me. zzzz

We bought for dad.

Happy Birthday and Happy NEW year. =)

Special secondary school life.

I have a friend without front teeth.
I have a teacher who having 4 layers of 'FATS' that twisting around her neck and we liked to call her Bak Kut Teh.
I have a teacher who having big ass.
I have a Portuguese friend who looks like an Indian but he's not.
I have a friend who likes to speak Malay in malay's slang but he's a Chinese.
I have a friend who always acting cool and he has a big wide mouth.
I have a friend who likes to look at the mirror just to make sure his hair is in good condition.
I have a classmate who has a pair of gold fish eyes and always think that she's the only rich girl in the world.
I have a muslim friend who doesn't look like muslim.
I have a friend who always shows his cool side in front of us but always treats us choco and candies.

I have a bunch of friends who always sing in class all day long. (with and without teacher)
I have a bunch of friends who always talk about sex in the class.
I have a bunch of friends who like to talk bad about teachers. hahahahah..
I have a bunch of friends who hate those bitches in our school.
(Yes. I enjoyed and joined all the 'activities' up here. and I NEVER REGRETTED.)

I wish I could turn back the time. I want to go back to my secondary school life without any exams. hahha.. I know I'm talking shits now. I seriously miss you my friends. =)

off to bed now. byee.

Recently.

Just got back from Billion for some CNY shopping. CNY is around the corner. wheee.. I went for driving test today. I FAILED. wtf. Luckily it was just a 'trial'. zzzzz. I really don't know how am I going to die during the real driving test. God bless me. Guess what?! I met my primary friends there. ahaha. See, time flies. I still can recall back those funny and sweet memories especially ZhenVhei's part. ahahahaha...Funny la!!! Okay, I wont tell here, no worries. I just can't stop laughing whenever I think of that. Had a short nap just now because the day can be really tiring after the driving test. 40 more days. New gonna starts her new life soon. =) I need a kakak so badly now. I AM TIRED. Everyday doing the same thing. Please la try to give us a new kakak before CNY. I can die you know?! haihhhh... Now only I realised that kakak playing an important role in my life. Too late?!

Went for medical check up that day, shit. I got Thalassaemia I think.(inheritanced).
It's 01:17am now. Why am I still here?! Got to off to bed now. Byee ppl. =)

S.T.A.R.B.U.C.K.S is my l.i.f.e

*STARBUCKS* yumyummm..

KokWei, I boh song YOU.

Your nostril is big enough.

McD's drink is allowed in STARBUCKS.

KokWei squinting. MengShi smiling

Small eyesssss.

KokWei said I look nice in this just because I covered half of my face. wtf.

I love Shi.

Driving lessons

Today was my first driving lesson...it was fun?! dreadful?! I don't know...haha...I was so nervous yesterday and I can't even sleep well...Lesson wasn't that dreadful as KOKWEI said. He said I will definately cry because the weather is so HOT and bla bla bla.. exaggerated! More lessons coming up next week. haih.....

Random.

Feeling lazy to update blog at times. But I will update as much as I can when I'm not in M'sia anymore. Perhaps. hahaha.. Was staying over at bitch's house that day. We talked for hours and slept at dawn. crazy huh?! I can see her bitchy face anytime but hey we still got lots of things to talk. Guess we'll have less chance to be like this after CNY. gonna miss you bitch. Webcam everyday k?! *bu yao-ing* ahahahahaha... I was so happy and exited when my bro passed me the letter that day. Finally. but I still have to wait for another letter. Thank you my dear cousin sis, Neenee for sharing your stories and experiences with me. I know you miss your family a lot. I can know from your words. Trust me, they're alright. =) You told me actually M'sia isn't that bad and you feel like coming back. hmmm... I don't think so *no offense* but who knows maybe I will change my mind after that. perhaps. Thought can meet you during CNY but sadly you can't make it due to some reasons. haihh... I know you're shivering there because they're waiting for you to bring back the things. hhahahaa...CNY is around the corner. Can play as hard as we can... hahahaha... don't have to bother about studies like last year. K, stop here. got to sleep now. *yawning*

to Kokwei :'' shit you. ffk us just now!
to Loong :'' please don't ffk us tomorrow like how Kokwei did. hahaha..

I need MONEY.

Just bought 1 new laptop from LowYat plaza yesterday. omg. I've been spending money like water after SPM. I don't wish to but........Don't worry dad, I will pay you back soon, very soon.

All I need now is M-O-N-E-Y. $$