Randomly.

I'm not suppose to be here today, but I skipped my work cz I'm not feeling well. Sitting in front of my lappy and listening to my favourite songs. Slept more than 15 hours because I slept for only 2 hours yesterday. zzzz.. went sing k with my partners after our [黑川] gathering. =) We had great time.
I have actually sat here for few minutes thinking how to start this post. Words can't be spoken out at times,but I just feel like telling in other way round. It seems like everything cannot be returning to it's original state. I didn't know 2 months of work will creat such distance. Maybe I think too much, but that's how I feel right now. *nothing happen nothing happen. I'm scared of this feeling.* I'm feeling sick and tired of my work at times. I missed alot after I found my part time job. I have no time for myself even for the others. I'm thinking to quit. I've alot of feelings but I don't know how to put them in words. So stop here.